Darwin

Face The Fact
These two days, my mind seems to be so annoying. My uncle keeps calling me, asking me to quit my present job. He said there is no prospect here. This matter also affected me when I was with my Mum accompanying my auntie in Malaysia. It seems that they all have the same view.
I am so confused. I like this job but there is something that I feel is blocking me. I can't perform here. I really feel that something is wrong here. I don't know what.
I keep asking myself. Is it about me? Or is it about the environment? Or the management? Or what?
I am so confused. It seems that everything is so blur. So unclear. I don't know what to say. Maybe I should just focus in one thing or I should just focus in everything.
Even when I am writing this now, somethings my mind flows afar. Flow into somewhere that I don't know where it is belong to.
I am lost...
Should I admit I am lost? Should I be frank with myself that I need to put down my ego and start doing this all over again?
I am so confused. So blur, so blur, so blur, so blur...................